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I Can't ForgetWith you gone, it's like my first steps just lead to fallingI Can't Forget by chocolatemilklove
I try to crawl but all it does is leave more bruises on me.
What ever happens, just know that this is not your fault.
What ever happens, just know that I was always bound to fall apart.
I don't want to be heard, I don't want to be seen.
I'll quit while I'm ahead, wash these memories down the kitchen sink.
Can't you understand the pain that tears me up inside?
Can't you understand that I don't want to be left here to die?
Did I start this? Did I cause this entire war myself?
Look in the mirror, I know God will send me straight to hell.
I cannot face it, take a marker and etch out my reflection.
I just can't take this, I need to earn my own redemption.
Let's face a fact: I'm a tyrant and a curse.
It's like I can't do anything but hurt,
Myself and others, will this streak never end?
I need no enemies, all I need is a strong and stable hand.
Steady, steady. Don't let this thing
Break under me, under me.
Slow and careful,
One Last DanceIt's another round, not of fists but it's tormentOne Last Dance by chocolatemilklove
Can you please let me forget?
Everything. Between now and last fall.
You can do what you want, you can say what you like
But I throw up my hands, I'm done with this fight.
How did we get here? So far out of place?
Nothing's like it was all those warm summer nights.
Dipping our feet in the ocean, getting sand in our hair.
The sunlight between us, it's like nothing could compare.
And I meant to tell you, those three important words
But they got lost on the way out and I was misunderstood.
And here we stand before each other,
It's like we've never met.
Your eyes filled with hatred, and mine in regret.
Is it too late now? To go back to that night,
And finally tell you, what I couldn't say right?
Don't leave me dancing alone, on this cold autumn night
Because when I look to the sky, the stars don't shine as bright.
Overwhelmed in despair, I lay on the ground
Praying to God in the Highest to keep you around.
But I'm too late. I missed my chan