With you gone, it's like my first steps just lead to falling
I try to crawl but all it does is leave more bruises on me.
What ever happens, just know that this is not your fault.
What ever happens, just know that I was always bound to fall apart.
I don't want to be heard, I don't want to be seen.
I'll quit while I'm ahead, wash these memories down the kitchen sink.
Can't you understand the pain that tears me up inside?
Can't you understand that I don't want to be left here to die?
Did I start this? Did I cause this entire war myself?
Look in the mirror, I know God will send me straight to hell.
I cannot face it, take a marker and etch out my reflection.
I just can't take this, I need to earn my own redemption.
Let's face a fact: I'm a tyrant and a curse.
It's like I can't do anything but hurt,
Myself and others, will this streak never end?
I need no enemies, all I need is a strong and stable hand.
Steady, steady. Don't let this thing
Break under me, under me.
Slow and careful,